Tuck the Real Thing

Copyright 2002 by Valerie Emmanuelle & Ellen Hayes

This is a work of fiction. The characters therein are taken from Ellen
Hayes' so-called "Saga of Tuck" (mostly anyhow).
Anyway, go read that first (http://www.barkingduck.net/ehayes), or
you'll have no clue of what is really going on.
This episode takes place in the summer of '99, two years after Travis
and Valerie had their talk about him knowing about her secret and
both of them becoming an item for real.

Disclaiming stuff:
The characters used and the format of the story are Ellen's brainfart,
the plotting is mine, in other words horrendously copyrighted. Thus
if you're neither Ellen nor me, don't even think about claiming this
was yours or handling it that way.
[we're not kidding - Ellen]

This work contains adult situations, adult language, adult concepts,
and possibly sex.  If you are legally not allowed to read materials
containing such things, then you will be breaking the law by reading
this. I am not responsible. Continuing to read this document, or
storing it or reproducing it in any format means that you explicitly
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in your city, county/parish, state, and country.
(Yes this was stolen; nobody ever reads a disclaimer anyway...
except for you apparently)

All rights reserved


Tuck the Real Thing


***
14:21 14 Jul

    The banging on my door simply wouldn't stop. It almost drove
me nuts, but I had other things to tend to, so I tried to ignore it.
    "He's doing it again, Mom!" Brian wailed.
    "It's _her_, Brian and she has to. How do you know anyway? Just
leave her alone!" Mom shouted up the stairs.
    I was pretty sure Brian had no clue at all as to what exactly I was
doing, but it still grossed me out. I just wanted to be left alone to do
what I had to do. It was bad enough I had to do it anyway. I tried to
comfort me with the thought about the reward I'd get and it slightly
helped.

***
14:43 14 Jul

    "Hello?"
    "Travis? This-"
    "VALERIE! God, I've missed you!"
    He'd screamed my name so loud, I had to check if my door was
shut. I shook my head for being stupid. No one would have heard him,
and even if someone had, it wouldn't have mattered anymore. Old
habits, I guess.

***
14:44 14 Jul

    "Val?"
    Oh, right, the thing I held to my ear was a phone.
    "Sorry, Trav, I was just thinking... Anyway, um, can... do you
want to see me tonight?"
    "Valerie... what kind of question is this? Of course I want to see
you! Jeeezus girl, I haven't seen you for the last two weeks. I miss
you!"
    I knew my question must have sounded stupid, but then he didn't
know what I knew. That instantly put a smile to my face.

***
15:06 14 Jul

    We'd finally hung up after he agreed to pick me up at Mike's at
seven. He'd even asked me to dress nicely, as he wanted to take me
out for dinner. I'd planned on dressing nicely anyway, for other
reasons though. Things started to swirl in my head again and the
stupid grin I'd worn ever since I'd made up my mind last night
returned.
    Dad had been asking if I was alright, but what really creeped me
out was that Mum had this look as if she knew, ever since this
morning.

***
15:10 14 Jul

    The spray of water on my body send shivers down my spine. I
started to shave my legs and in between. And then I had to look. I
should have been used to things by now, but somehow I wasn't. At
least it didn't freak me out anymore. And it was neither swollen nor
sore anymore, which was good.
    Finally I continued and made sure that not a single hair was left.
After drying off, I passed the mirror and instantly froze again, my
gaze locked to the image reflected.

***
15:31 14 Jul

    The pile of lingerie on my bed had grown rapidly.
    "I THOUGHT I was sure of what I wanted to wear..." I mumbled
under my breath, as I flung the next set onto the pile. Just why did
I feel so insecure now?
    "Duh!" I told myself. I even had to laugh a little.
    I settled on the white lace set with garters and all, as I'd meant to
in the first place.
    So it was utterly romantic and had its connotations... who cared?
I wanted it to be right for me. Right for us. And I wanted both of us
to enjoy it as much as possible. And do it 'right', if there was a way
to do it 'right' anyway.

***
16:07 14 Jul

    I'd made sure to wear jeans and a simple tank top when I left the
house. Mum still had this frighteningly suspicious look, but I knew it
would have been a LOT worse if the dress and shoes in my backpack had
been on my body instead.
    "I'll be off to Mike's," I said as I made for the door. "I might be
late though, the girls said something about going out tonight and
picking me up."
    I prayed that would explain the backpack.
    Mom stopped me at the door and embraced me in a way she had
seldom, if ever, done before.
    "You be careful, Eu... Valerie!"
A tear trickled down her cheek, but she was smiling, sort of.
    If she'd given me the creeps all day, it was nothing compared to
now.
    Brian's retching noises as he passed by broke the strange feeling.
This was one of the few times I was glad he was the way he was.
    I quickly left then, before worse things could happen.
    I couldn't shake off the feeling that she somehow knew, and to top
it off, willingly sent me off to do what I was planning to do.
    *And even to enjoy it?!*

***
16:32 14 Jul

    Being with Mike had finally brought me out of my reverie. I was
glad he wasn't as uneasy around me as he used to be before. Visiting
me when I was in the hospital had changed things, I guess.
    "So you are gonna do it tonight." It wasn't even a question.
    I fought the urge to look into a mirror and check if things were
written all over my face.
    "Mike, I-"
    "Don't even try to tell me you're not! You changing from
'brother' to 'sister' was hard. But then it's not like this only
happened yesterday.
    "But-"
    "Yeah, I know, it hasn't been easy and I had a hard time, but then
you're still you underneath or within or whatever."
    I wished he would stop reading my mind. This was making me nervous
as hell, and I was nervous enough anyway.
    "You've been... thinking though have you?"
    "Yes, Motherrrrr!"
    "Tu- Val! Dammit-"
    "Mike, yes, I've been thinking. More than enough, more than I
wanted to. I know I didn't sometimes in the beginning. But this," I
waved a hand over my body, "kinda makes you think automatically."
    We both sighed then.
    "And it's not like it was the first time," Mike stated as if he'd just
remembered, while I turned a darker shade of deep red.
    I still felt more than uneasy talking about things like that,
especially around him, but he simply shrugged it off. At least Mike
would stop at that point. The girls would have been worse... a whole
lot worse.
    I silently groaned, when I realized how they'd squeeze every single
detail out of me, once they knew.

***
17:25 14 Jul

    My hands were still shaking badly when I smoothed out the long
dress. Luckily it was not really hot outside already, even though you
could feel summer coming around. Anything shorter would have
shown my stockings and I didn't want Travis to see them until the
time had come. I prayed that his 'dress nicely' and 'dinner' added up
to Marciano's. Otherwise I'd be hopelessly overdressed.
    Walking back to Mike's room I made sure for the 134th time that
my stockings didn't show.
    If it wasn't for his ears, Mike's head would have fallen off.
    "Stop it Mike! This isn't funny!" I instantly knew though, that it
probably was. Or at least that I looked it.
    *And it's still one and a half hours to go...*

***
17:31 14 Jul

    Looking down at my hands, I realized that the blanket must be dead
by now.
    "Done choking my blanket?" Mike quipped.
    I didn't feel like laughing though. But then I did. Long. Hard.
And loud. Mike looked at me strangely, but I think he guessed that I
simply needed it then, to loose some of the tension.
    And it really helped. I felt a lot better afterwards.

***
18:36 14 Jul

    We had been silent for a while, each of us lost in thought, when
we suddenly locked hands like we used to do. I guess we both needed
it.
    I must have been as nervous and anxious as a bride. I nearly
slapped myself when I registered what I'd just thought. But then it
was true, somehow. Finally, happiness began seeping through. After
all, I could always NOT do it, if I didn't feel like it.
    "I just want the both of us to be happy..." I said right out of the
blue.
    "I know." Mike simply answered, as if he perfectly knew that I
was talking about Travis and me.
    Maybe he was thinking about Kim and himself. Like Travis and
me, they'd come a long way. Differently, but not any more easily.
    I'd had long talks with Kim, but in the end she'd been strong

enough to take that step. She'd wanted it long enough.

***
19:06 14 Jul

    "Valerie E dot Tucker! Sit your ass down before you wear a
trench in the carpet.  He'll be here, and if you don't want to do
It, you just don't mention it."
    "Sorry Mike. I... dunno, I just can't wait to see him again. And,
um..." I turned beet red then. "Hormones, you know..." I mumbled
under my breath, mighty embarrassed.
    "Which ones?"

***
19:07 14 Jul

    "STOP laughing, Mike!"
    "I... you-" he tried. Then he cracked up laughing again.
Pointing madly at me while doing so didn't help any either.
Luckily the doorbell saved me just then. Things would start to
happen now, I realized. It was like finally getting onto the stage
and the nervousness would soon start to fade.

***
19:08 14 Jul

    I somehow felt even more awkward meeting Travis at Mike's
front door than at the Parkers', so I quickly pulled him to his truck.
Safely inside, I kissed the hell out of him. Or he did out of me,
whichever.

***
19:12 14 Jul

    When we finally had our breathing halfway back to normal again,
he looked me over for the first time.
    "Val, you look wonderful tonight!"
    I blushed a bit. "Thanks, I guess. So do you though!"
    He really must have meant it when he said dress nicely, as he
was wearing a tux. And, man, was he a sight in it. At least now I knew
I definitely wasn't overdressed, whatever he might have had in mind
for tonight. Maybe I was underdressed...
    We took a moment to simply sit there and look at each other. It
felt so good to be with him again. According to the smile on his face
he must have felt the same.
    "Shall we?" he finally rumbled.
    I nodded, unable to speak. I was incredibly happy now. And I felt
at ease. He did things like that to me.

***
19:38 14 Jul

    He finally pulled into the parking lot of a place I'd never been.
When I could read the name of the restaurant I had to swallow real
hard. This place had only recently opened and already had a reputation
of being the finest and most exclusive restaurant around.
    *My my, who woulda thunk?* I thought. It made me smile, though.
He still went all out to make me feel happy and very special.
    "Thank you," I whispered.
    He smiled. He knew.
    "You ready?"
    I nodded and so he got out and came around the car to open the
door for me and help me out.
    I clung to his arm on the way to the restaurant, as his pants
were too well fitted for me to put them on while he was wearing them.
And him carrying me so I could hide against his chest, was a little
inapropriate for a parking lot as well. Unfortunately. 
    "Well, for now at least," my mouth said before I could stop it.
    "Huh?" he asked and raised an eyebrow.
    "Nothing!" I gave him an 'I'm not gonna tell you and you don't
want to ask now' look. At least I hoped I did. It somehow seemed to
work, though. Luckily, he couldn't read my mind like everybody else
today.
    Walking right next to him made me feel small again. And cared
for. And somehow very special, even more so tonight.
    Lost in those feelings I managed to trip over a small stair, of
course, but Travis held me and then the door for me in such a swift

motion that I didn't even really had the chance to feel embarrassed.

***
19:45 14 Jul

    "Table for two, name of Jensen."
    "How..." I started and looked up at Travis. But then I realized
that it was as futile as it didn't matter at all and so I simply returned
his beaming smile.
    Sure enough, we were seated right away. I did wonder what this
all had cost him though. And how much it would cost. As far as I'd
heard, this was a class of restaurants where they didn't even bother
putting prices on the menu. I suddenly felt a little uneasy. People
kept looking at us when we passed by. I would have looked too, if I'd
been watching and seen how much in love and happy the two of us
looked. Radiant, maybe, and the way we were dressed surely added to
it. But I didn't know that and so I shyly clung to Travis arm. The
table we were shown was halfway secluded and luckily offered some
privacy.
    The waiters seemed to vanish somehow, as soon as we sat. When
I noticed a cooler with a bottle of Dom Perignon at our table, I
suddenly had a feeling Travis was up to something. Dom Perignon was
about as expensive as you could possibly get and it was alcohol after all.
He saw my questioning glance and of course had to explain himself.
    "This is the first chance I had to really take you out, ever since
you've been in hospital and... and, well, I, uh, you know... I just
know how much you hate hospitals and..."
    "Traaaaaaaaaavis. Out with it!" But I smiled.
    "Well, just a special treat to make up for it? A little bit? And, uh,
it's been two years today, you know..." He grinned sheepishly.
    "But-"
    "The champaign?" He lowered his voice "I called ahead, made a credit
card reservation and 'started' the bill, and then..."
    "Then what?"
    "I just took a chance. Apparently this happens often enough and, well,
it worked."
    I hadn't thought he could grin even more sheepishly than before, but he
proved me wrong.
    I knew him for more than two years now, and I was still amazed
how a young man his size could stammer and grin like a little child.
    "That's so sweet of you." My smile said what I couldn't put into
those words I guess. "But you didn-"
    "Don't even try to start that!" Travis groaned. I surrendered and
took his hand.

***
20:01 14 Jul

    Trying to order a salad was futile, as I'd found out. Travis simply
wouldn't hear any of that and so I settled for salmon instead. Much to
my surprise he ordered the same, instead of his usual load.
    That would only help though. I wanted him to be able to move
later that night.

***
20:24 14 Jul

    I had to watch that champagne. Travis had settled for water after
his first glass, as he would be driving, and now the bottle was left to
me alone. The point where I'd started to loosen up had come. More than what
I had left in my glass and I'd be in bad way the next morning. More than
another glass, and he'd probably have to carry me back to the truck.

***
20:51 14 Jul

    "Val?"
    "Huh?"
    "Hello, serene being, I am a friendly earthling and I welcome you
to our beautiful planet."
    I had to kick him for that. Although I had to admit this hadn't

been the first time I was 'away' tonight.
    "Sorry, I was lost in thought..."
    "I would NEVER have guessed." He smiled.
    '...about all the wonderful things you can do to me at your
place' I didn't say. And smiled as well.
    The food was incredibly good, though, so I went back to it.

***
21:49 14 Jul

    Returning from the bathroom (or should I say mansion) I saw
Travis carefully try not to flinch as the waiter presented the bill to
him.
    I gave him my sweetest smile when I sat down and thanked him
for taking me here.
    "That obvious, huh?
    I just took his hand. Then I remembered that we hadn't talked
about what we were going to do after dinner and I quickly tried the
mind control thing again.
    *You want to go to your place and ravish me!* I beamed as hard
as I could.
    "Did you have anything in mind about what you wanted to do
now?"
    "Just be with you at your place? Cuddle a little bit maybe?" I
smiled innocently. 'Do me till I loose my mind?'
    He tried to feign thinking about it, but it was a bad try. We had
barely had the chance to even cuddle lately and I was sure he had
missed me as much as I had missed him.
    "Sure you wouldn't rather see a movie?" he asked.
    "Yep!"
    "Go for a walk in the park?"
    "No."
    "Go shopping?"
    "Travis..."
    "Dancing maybe?"
    "TRAVIS!" I complained, and he laughed, and then I laughed too.

***
22:03 14 Jul

    My legs were starting to get a little weak when he helped me into
his car. I was ready now though and it was more anticipation than
fear. I wanted him! I wanted him so badly it almost hurt.
***
22:37 14 Jul

    "So, here we are," he said unnecessarily as he opened the door to
his place.
    "Yes, here we are," I repeated, even more unnecessarily.
    My legs felt like Jell-O and my heart was beating pretty fast.
When he had closed the door, I instantly started to clutch my arms
around his neck, climb him and kiss him to death, or better yet, until
he was delirious with passion. It felt so good kissing him when he held
me and my toes barely touched the ground.

***
22:39 14 Jul

    "Travis?"
    "Uhu?"
    "Will you go get us something to drink?"
    "Sure," he said and trotted off.
    *So here we are. And this is the time*
    I quickly got out of my dress and placed myself on his couch in
only my underwear and in what was hopefully a _very_ seductive
pose.

***
22:42 14 Jul

    Travis dropping both bottles of whine cooler and sending his jaw
right after them gave me the idea that it probably was. Thank god the
bottles were still closed and didn't burst as they bounced off the
carpet.
    "But... but..." he sputtered.
    "No, Travis, NOT my butt this time. C'mere and kiss me, you
goon!" I said laughing.
    "But..."
    *One track mind* "Travis! STOP it and hold me!"
    This time his brains unlocked enough though to let him move
over to me. Until then I hadn't thought one could be held and kissed
THAT tenderly and still go crazy with lust. But Travis proved me
wrong.

***
22:48 14 Jul

    When we finally came back up for air my whole body was twitching
and my heart was racing. Now he really looked at me, from head to toe.

Or he tried. When he came to the spot between my legs his gaze locked
and then he STARED.
    "Like it?" I asked with barely more than a whisper, suddenly
VERY shy.
    He smiled his Travis smile and nodded, at loss of words for a
moment.
    "God, Val, you're so beautiful..." he whispered hoarsely. I think
I even saw a little tear in his eye. He hadn't seen me this naked
since I got out of the hospital again.
    "You don't happen to have a secret plan for tonight, do you?"
    "Uh, well, I thought-" I managed with a straight face, then I
cracked up laughing. Of course I had a plan. I'd waited for this night
long enough, but I wanted everything to be healed up nicely and not
swollen anymore.
    "Maybe go and see if your bed is still as comfortable as it used to
be?" I finished what I'd started before I had to laugh.
    Travis swallowed hard. He'd realized that this was the Real Thing
now and he looked a lot like I felt inside now. Which made me
instantly feel better, because now I knew I wasn't the only one to be
shy and a little anxious.
    I didn't expect him to kiss me like I'd given him the best birthday
present he'd ever had in his whole life. But then again, maybe I had.
Or was going to, or whatever.
    Before I had a chance to recover from that kiss I suddenly found
myself high up in the air, cradled in his arms as he was carrying me
over to his bed.
    "God, Travis, that's so sweet..." I almost cried and felt like some
kind of Princess in a movie. The white lace bra and string set plus the
garters and the stockings somehow added to that.

***
22:56 14 Jul

    When he lowered me ever so carefully on his bed, I barely felt
my body touch the mattress. His ensuing kiss was like a faint whisper
and I closed my eyes and then... he was gone.
    I was going to yell at him for simply running away and leaving
me like this, when I saw him lighting candles. THAT on top of
everything else caused a big lump in my throat.
    I hadn't thought Travis had so much sense for romance. And, to
my surprise, I didn't think I did either. I caught myself thinking
how incredibly sweet he was and instantly wondered what I was
THINKING.
    It got only worse though, when I realized that my face was wet
and I suddenly registered why.

***
22:58 14 Jul

    "Don't you cry," he whispered when he crawled onto the bed
right next to me. Then he started to kiss away the tears.
    "Oh Travis..." I managed in a hoarse whisper through the lump
in my throat. I smiled VERY happily at him though.

***
23:00 14 Jul

    The tuxedo he wore simply wasn't made for lying in bed, I figured.
And I needed him naked for the things I had in mind with him too.
    "Don't you think the time for wearing a tux is up now?"
    "What?" he rumbled softly, happily cuddled up to me, his face
buried in my neck.
    "Travis, get outta that tux right this instant or I'm gonna rip
it off your body!" I threatened and started fumbling with buttons
and cloth.
    He must have gotten the idea then, because in no time we were
both kneeling on his bed and ridding him of his clothes. Things kept
flying onto the floor and I made sure we didn't stop until he was

completely naked.

***
23:03 14 Jul

     Still kneeling, our bodies melted in an incredible embrace and
our lips met. I started running tracks on his back with my nails and
his moans told me that he liked that. Then he made a sudden move
that sent lightning right through my nipples which had been firmly
pressed against his chest before he moved.
    "AaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAHHHh" I screamed and halfway reared and
launched myself against Travis, which caused him to fall over. And
me with him, as a balled up bundle of lust, tightly clutched to him.
    My eyes were locked shut and I didn't realize that I was about to
squish him to death until he started to carefully pry my grip loose. I
let him put me on my back then and surrendered to his caresses.
Nibbling on my ears had me moan, biting my neck had me scream
and his kisses made me drown.
    I would have sworn he was playing agony and ecstasy after he'd
gotten rid of my bra and started fondling my breasts.
    *You're gonna pay, Travis, oh boy, how YOU'RE gonna pay* I
resolved in the tiny moments where I could still think.
    But right now my body wasn't listening to me anymore.

***
23:14 14 Jul

    It took a while until I realized that Travis wasn't overflowing my
nervous system anymore and it took a little while longer until I
managed to open my eyes.
    I found him kneeling between my legs, admiring my now flat
crotch and being completely out of it. I just HAD to smile happily
then.
    "Yes Travis, that is a vagina." I said in my best Mommy-explains-
things-to-a-toddler voice. He didn't even hear me. "Travis, sweetheart,
are you there?" He still didn't react.
    I slightly shook my head and propped myself up on my elbows,
watching him looking at me.

***
23:17 14 Jul

    "Can... can I touch it?" he asked looking right into my eyes. I
could see his emotions in uproar in them. Plus THAT Thing was very
rudely pointing at me. At least it looked a little bit like that. I
loved it.
    "No Travis, it'll turn into a pumpkin once you lay your hands on
it." The look on his face as his eyebrows went EVERYwhere was
priceless. I sat up to close his mouth again. "Duh, of course you can.
I've been waiting for you to be able to do that for so long. Just
promise that you'll make us never forget this night."
    He kissed me to promise me and then I helped him to slide down
my panties. He left my stockings on, but I hadn't expected him to do
anything else.

***
23:19 14 Jul

    I'd closed my eyes and finally felt the first feathery touches of his
hand.
    *So he's planning to drive me crazy again* I thought when he
painfully slowly started at my bellybutton.

***
23:21 14 Jul

    I SWEAR he tortured me for at least two hours until I finally felt
his fingers ever so tenderly slide into my crotch.
    "AAAaaawwwww..." I cried and started panting heavily as I
suddenly remembered to breathe again.
    "Gawd, Travis, DON'T stop!"
    He grinned. A little too deviously for my liking. But then I felt
his fingers explore me there for the very first time and went off into
Never-never land right away. My arms kept thrashing and I was rearing
heavily. I'd completely lost it and it had never been that good.

    *This is SO much better when it's the man I love who's doing it!*
    Then I frantically thought if I'd really thought what I'd just
thought. Then Travis slid a finger inside me and I stopped thinking.
Heavy moaning still worked though, so I went for that.

***
23:27 14 Jul

    Something in my head dimly told me that this was too wet to be a
finger. Opening my eyes again, I found Travis head between my legs.
    A wave of joy rushed through me. Finally he could do this to me
as well. I buried my fingers in his hair and pressed his head firmly
between my legs, enjoying the wonderful playing of his tongue.
    Then he suddenly found the sweet spot, which was still a little
sore and VERY tender. A spasm ripped right through me and I
screamed and almost launched both of us off the bed.

***
23:29 14 Jul

    All I could do was lie there panting. I had Travis in my arms
though, so it was wonderful.

***
23:35 14 Jul

    When I'd finally calmed down enough I figured that payback's a
bitch and I was feeling bitchy right now. I rolled over, looked straight
into Travis eyes, licked one of my fingers and then let it sloooowwwlyy
run down his body, starting at his lower lip.
    Of course I took my time, to adequately drive him nuts, although
it almost hurt ME in the end. When I finally had That Thing firmly
encircled in my little fingers I kissed him for a while, without moving
my hand the slightest bit. Then I let my tongue follow in the path of
my finger, even more slowly, if that was possible. His panting and
moaning sounded a little bit (LOTS) like begging, but he was beyond
words at this point. HEH!
    I shouldn't have tried to say, "Ooops, time's up, I gotta go home-"
though, because he suddenly snapped out of it, had me over his knees
in no time at all and started to playfully spank me.
     "You devious little wench!"
    *Who? Me? NEVER!* I wriggled in his grip but there was no
chance of escaping. Wriggling caused my crotch to rub against his
thigh though and that was a GOOD thing, so I kept on doing it. The
slight poking I got from in between his thighs told me he liked it too.

***
23:41 14 Jul

    He actually had the nerve to make me beg for mercy and promise
to be a good girl and promise to suck him, before he even thought
about letting me go.
    I tried outraged innocence before I went down on him but I badly
failed. So I quickly lowered my lips onto his penis before I lost the
remainder of the almost straight face I desperately tried to make.
    Then I quickly got lost in sucking his beautiful cock. I liked to
twirl my tongue around it, because I knew what sounds I could get
out of him doing that and other things. And I also loved literally
holding this towering figure of a man in my little hands.

***
23:54 14 Jul

    Usually I liked sucking and playing with That Thing, but by now
the butterflies in my belly had turned into an F5 twister and the
warmth that had started to spread from there was now burning heat
throughout my whole body.
    I just couldn't wait any longer; I wanted to feel him inside me.
NOW!

    Feeling like that inside was one thing, telling Travis was
something else altogether. Despite the heat and rising lust in my
body, I suddenly felt very shy.
    I scrounged up all my courage and carefully sat up a little so I
could look into his eyes.
    "Um... Travis?" I asked softly.
    He had a questioning look in his eyes. "You alright?" he choked,
moaned, whispered and rumbled all at the same time. Hearing him
like that helped a little.
    "Yeah, more than that. It's just... Travis I can't wait any second
longer! Will... wiyutkmenw?" I had to force the last bit out and
already turned a brighter shade of pink, before his facial muscles
were done going through all their expressions of "What???" And then
he had to say it too.
    "Will you take me now?" I managed to mumble just barely loud
and clear enough for him to hear.

***
23:57 14 Jul

    "You sure you're ready?" he asked as he carefully stroked my
breasts.
    I nodded. Then I remembered how to breathe. I still couldn't talk
though. My whole body was shaking from lust and anticipation. I lay
on my back, closely watching him while running my hands over his chest
whenever he bent down far enough. He was kneeling between my legs, his
penis only inches away from where it should be by now. The waiting started
tearing me apart. And he wouldn't stop playing with my breasts and
forgetting about everything else. With each passing second my shyness faded
against my ever-raising lust.
    "Traaaav. Nimm mich!"
    "You su- What?"
    "TravisgoddamitdomeorthisisgonnaKILLme!" One might actually say
that I was on the brink. At least things seemed to connect somewhere
deep within his head now, as he was finally trying to connect US.

***
00:02 15 Jul

    If you could feel "MMMmmmhhHHNNnnnnnnn!", I was doing
exactly that right now. He was incredibly gentle. I had all the time in
the world to listen to my body and its feelings and that was just pure
heavenly bliss. Not so much from the sensations itself right away -
although his penis definitely beat a dilator - but mostly from the
knowledge and the feeling that he was inside me now. He was taking
me, carefully pushing his cock past MY lips into MY pussy, crack,
cunt, vagina. You name it, I HAD it. Mine, all mine and Travis was
embedding his dick deeper and deeper within it. He'd called me his
girl so often and now I finally physically was as well. And was fucking
me right here and right now.
    When he got as far as I could take him at the moment, I told him to
stop for a while and just hold me. I think I even cried. At least he
told me afterwards that I did. I was too busy feeling him and the
happiness that rollercoastered through my body. I saw love in his eyes,
and myself, and lust. God, this felt so incredibly good.

***
00:07 15 Jul

    The raking of my nails on his back must have told him that I
wanted him to do me now. And boy how he did. Slowly at first,
watching me intently and making sure he didn't hurt me. But soon
enough he geared up and took me for a wild ride. Funny enough, I
found my feet on his shoulders a little while later and I had been sure
I'd had them locked securely behind his back.

    *Must have something to do with him driving me into this
mattress like a ramrod...*

***
00:15 15 Jul

    I screamed, I moaned, my arms thrashed, his wonderful penis was
rubbing inside me and all I could think was that he really did what he
did during the few moments I could think. And even though it hurt some
he managed to take me higher and higher. Maybe all the wild kissing and
fondling my breasts added to the trick.

***
00:32 15 Jul

    It still hurt in a certain way, but I felt something happening. My
thrashing got wilder, maybe even desperate and the tell-tale ripples
started emerging from somewhere around my belly and reflected
throughout my whole body.
    And boy was Travis a sight. I could see it in his eyes and his face
and his body that he was about to come.
    That was when my nervous system finally decided it'd had enough and
melted my brain.

***
00:33 15 Jul

    "AAAAAHHhhhhhOOOOOOoooohhhhh!" I screamed, reared WICKEDLY, and
died, burying my nails in Travis' back.
    "GAAAAAWWWwwwwwwwwd, VAAAAAAALL!" Apparently that was enough to
push him over the brink as well.

***
00:35 15 Jul

    After the last waves of my orgasm had slowly ebbed away I just
lay there, trying to grasp the whole thing. I was so full of love for
him and happy and exhausted, I simply held on to Travis. He kissed
me softly then and rolled us over, still holding me.

***
00:42 15 Jul

    I thought we'd be saying stupid things by now, but all it took was
a look into each others eyes and faces that said more than words ever
could.

***
00:49 15 Jul

    "Shower?"
    "Hmyeah," he nodded.
    "Inaminute..."

***
01:21 15 Jul

    I was almost sure I'd dozed off in his arms, but now I was
standing in front his running shower, held upright by a crane. Said
crane was warm though.
    "Val?"
    And it could talk. "Hng?" I tried, realizing that I _had_ dozed off.
Somewhere along the process of trying to think it finally registered
that it was Travis holding me. That and the two of us standing in
front of his shower probably had a meaning.
    "Valerie?!" he tried again.
    In front of the shower of my BOYFRIEND, who'd just FUCKED
me for REAL! I was awake now. And smiled. A LOT.
    "Shower?" I tried, turning my head and looking up to him. He
failed nodding and shaking his head about me at the same time and
so he simply returned my smile.
    I thought he was way cute, when we cuddled underneath the
warm water.

***
01:27 15 Jul

    I could swear I heard "Ride of the Valkyries" from somewhere and
then I got this NIFTY idea.

***


    "Well, you can KISS my ASS!" she said.
    So I slipped underneath the blanket and thought how mighty convenient
it was that she wore nothing more than g-strings in bed.
Be careful with what you whish... it might come true - Valerie Emmanuelle